Name: shaXu
Location: shah alam | kota bharu, selangor | kelantan | lazy | talkative | very loud | shy around new people | a good listener | appreciate friends more than anything |LOVES ilhan mansiz |RoB | nazRiL | to use phrases "Jealous la tuh.." or " sumpah?!" | pizza | JUST HATE due dates | latecomers | noises in the morning | cockroaches |
Monday, February 28, 2011
- GLITTER -
i. GETAWAY
The chalets are confirmed and paid for. All we have to do now is buy the bus tickets, pack our bags and just run away for a vacation. We need that. Ladies, I just couldn't wait for this getaway.
ii. HOLYLAND
Abg Riz and Dad just departed for their trip to the Holy Land. But before that they will be visiting Syria, Jordan and whatever country around there (yes, my Geog is that bad). I've passed a few doa to Abg Riz, a book of it to be exact. Haha! Whatever it is, hopefully they will have Umrah mabrur.
iii. MUMMY
Mom celebrated her 63rd birthday alone (kesian kn?) Dad and Abg Riz still in Mekah, Abg Ril and family in Brunei and me in KL. We did give her a call and she's claiming her gifts whenever she's in KL in April. All of us tried to call her since morning but she's been out for her mengaji class, then Tok took her somewhere, then the neighbours. Busy girl huh? She's just excited that Dad is away, she is rearranging and repaint the interior of the house. Whatever it is,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, Mummy!
iv. MUMMY II
Kuza called up earlier and informed her Mom's condition. It was critical and I didn't have the proper words to comfort Kuza, ended up me crying with her over the phone. Aunty Ruby is on pulmonary hypertension for over a month now, been in the hospital here and there. She looked alright the day we went to see her, very cheerful, very motherly, very healthy-looking, very Aunty Ruby. So to hear that kind of news from Kuza, it just broke our hearts, feeling helpless.
Please pray for Aunty Ruby's speedy recovery. Kuza and siblings, please be strong and do have a good rest. We will be praying for your Mom. Your Mom is our Mom.
v. HOOYAH!
Atie has joined the cult. Hooyah!
Asni and Syadam joined for the trial and seemed interested. Hooyah!
This is our turning point. To live a healthy life. Right?
I skipped my assessment on Monday, I just got better from fever, stomach ache and paha papan. HAHAHA!
It's only half past the point of no return
The tip of the iceberg, the sun before the burn
The thunder before lightning, the breath before the phrase
Have you ever felt this way?
It's only half past the point of oblivion
The hourglass on the table, the walk before the run
The breath before the kiss and the fear before the flames
Have you ever felt this way?
The tip of the iceberg, the sun before the burn
The thunder before lightning, the breath before the phrase
Have you ever felt this way?
It's only half past the point of oblivion
The hourglass on the table, the walk before the run
The breath before the kiss and the fear before the flames
Have you ever felt this way?
Sunday, February 20, 2011
-BORN-
BORN THIS WAY- Lady Gaga
It doesn't matter if you love him, or capital H-I-M
Just put your paws up
Cause you were born this way, baby
My mama told me when I was young
We are all born superstars
She rolled my hair and put my lipstick on
In the glass of her boudoir
"There's nothing wrong with loving who you are"
She said, "Cause He made you perfect, babe"
"So hold your head up, girl and you you'll go far,
Listen to me when I say"
I'm beautiful in my way,
'Cause God makes no mistakes
I'm on the right track, baby
I was born this way
Don't hide yourself in regret,
Just love yourself and you're set
I'm on the right track, baby
I was born this way
Ooo, there ain't no other way
Baby, I was born this way
Baby, I was born this way
Ooo, there ain't other way
Baby, I was born this way
I'm on the right track, baby
I was born this way
Don't be a drag, just be a queen
Don't be a drag, just be a queen
Don't be a drag, just be a queen
Don't be!
Give yourself prudence and love your friends
Subway kid, rejoice the truth
In the religion of the insecure
I must be myself, respect my youth
A different lover is not a sin
Believe capital H-I-M (hey, hey, hey)
I love my life, I love this record and
Mi amore vole fe yah
I'm beautiful in my way,
'Cause God makes no mistakes
I'm on the right track, baby
I was born this way
Don't hide yourself in regret,
Just love yourself and you're set
I'm on the right track, baby
I was born this way
Ooo, there ain't no other way
Baby, I was born this way
Baby, I was born this way
Ooo, there ain't other way
Baby, I was born way
I'm on the right track, baby
I was born this way
Don't be drag, just be a queen
Whether you're broke or evergreen
You're black, white, beige, chola descent
You're Lebanese, you're orient
Whether life's disabilities
Left you outcast, bullied or teased
Rejoice and love yourself today
'Cause baby, you were born this way
No matter gay, straight or bi
lesbian, transgendered life
I'm on the right track, baby
I was born to survive
No matter black, white or beige
chola or orient made
I'm on the right track, baby
I was born to be brave
I'm beautiful in my way
'Cause God makes no mistakes
I'm on the right track, baby
I was born this way
Don't hide yourself in regret,
Just love yourself and you're set
I'm on the right track, baby
I was born this way, yeah!
Ooo, there ain't no other way
Baby, I was born this way
Baby, I was born this way
(Born this way )
Ooo, there ain't other way
Baby, I was born this way
I'm on the right track, baby
I was born this way
It doesn't matter if you love him, or capital H-I-M
Just put your paws up
Cause you were born this way, baby
My mama told me when I was young
We are all born superstars
She rolled my hair and put my lipstick on
In the glass of her boudoir
"There's nothing wrong with loving who you are"
She said, "Cause He made you perfect, babe"
"So hold your head up, girl and you you'll go far,
Listen to me when I say"
I'm beautiful in my way,
'Cause God makes no mistakes
I'm on the right track, baby
I was born this way
Don't hide yourself in regret,
Just love yourself and you're set
I'm on the right track, baby
I was born this way
Ooo, there ain't no other way
Baby, I was born this way
Baby, I was born this way
Ooo, there ain't other way
Baby, I was born this way
I'm on the right track, baby
I was born this way
Don't be a drag, just be a queen
Don't be a drag, just be a queen
Don't be a drag, just be a queen
Don't be!
Give yourself prudence and love your friends
Subway kid, rejoice the truth
In the religion of the insecure
I must be myself, respect my youth
A different lover is not a sin
Believe capital H-I-M (hey, hey, hey)
I love my life, I love this record and
Mi amore vole fe yah
I'm beautiful in my way,
'Cause God makes no mistakes
I'm on the right track, baby
I was born this way
Don't hide yourself in regret,
Just love yourself and you're set
I'm on the right track, baby
I was born this way
Ooo, there ain't no other way
Baby, I was born this way
Baby, I was born this way
Ooo, there ain't other way
Baby, I was born way
I'm on the right track, baby
I was born this way
Don't be drag, just be a queen
Whether you're broke or evergreen
You're black, white, beige, chola descent
You're Lebanese, you're orient
Whether life's disabilities
Left you outcast, bullied or teased
Rejoice and love yourself today
'Cause baby, you were born this way
No matter gay, straight or bi
lesbian, transgendered life
I'm on the right track, baby
I was born to survive
No matter black, white or beige
chola or orient made
I'm on the right track, baby
I was born to be brave
I'm beautiful in my way
'Cause God makes no mistakes
I'm on the right track, baby
I was born this way
Don't hide yourself in regret,
Just love yourself and you're set
I'm on the right track, baby
I was born this way, yeah!
Ooo, there ain't no other way
Baby, I was born this way
Baby, I was born this way
(Born this way )
Ooo, there ain't other way
Baby, I was born this way
I'm on the right track, baby
I was born this way
I am finally accepting. I am happier with myself.
Dedicate this songs to all my dear friends. No matter what people say about you, you are f*cking perfect to me.
Let's be happy. Weeee~~
Dedicate this songs to all my dear friends. No matter what people say about you, you are f*cking perfect to me.
Let's be happy. Weeee~~
Monday, February 14, 2011
- SILLY -
I know this might sounds so immature, but I want those Silly Bandz!
These are the real Silly Bandz which Made of colorful silicone rubber band bracelets. They are Die-molded and can return to their original shape. Is that cool or what? They currently have 14 different sets of inspirational Faith Bands (and have over 20 new sets in production). They also have over 30 sets of general market bands (animal shapes, automobiles, etc.) because the demand is so great! Silly Bandz are cheaper than most toy crazes and you get at least 24 in a pack. Besides, Silly Bandz are constantly adding more unique bandz designs to already rare inventory. And the reason that the company creates these bandz is for people to share their faith. To be even worn as fashion accessories.
I chose a few designs, 24 pieces in a pack for only USD 5.99. Not bad right? Then the shipping cost= USD88.99. Feel like dying right? Damn. I want them so bad because it's so cute and nice and awesome. Hahah! Anyone going oversea?Please get me some of those.
Fozz and Fazu joined me for BU's OBC-Bring A Friend Day. Akmar was supposed to join too but she chickened out and purposely woke up late. Fazu was acting out as if it was her "first" time with OBC but after a while people suspected her as she could run and do whatever training like, celah gigi. Haha! Fozz came quite late as she was hiding behind the pillars, just to get away. But since it was the BAF day, there's no harm. We didn't get punishment for her being late as we were being punished for the losing team.
Fozz didn't take it well. I think it was all because she didn't have a warm-up session. So she vomitted and didn't look good. And the scariest part, she was looking at me like she wanted to kill me. Those crazy eyes!
We built up our friendship for 15 years and I blew it in less than 60 minutes. Hahaha!! I'm sorry baby panda~
It was also my first time to hangout with the troop for breakfast (usually after the session, I ran to shower and get ready for work). But since Fazu and Fozz came all the way for this, I took my time (yes, texted Boss that I was gonna be late for some reasons).
We chatted and Sarge did complimented that my stamina improved a lot and lost weight. Totally different from day 1. Jambu air nak koyak! HAHAHAH! All I can say, I feel healthier. Thank you.
Fozz didn't take it well. I think it was all because she didn't have a warm-up session. So she vomitted and didn't look good. And the scariest part, she was looking at me like she wanted to kill me. Those crazy eyes!
We built up our friendship for 15 years and I blew it in less than 60 minutes. Hahaha!! I'm sorry baby panda~
It was also my first time to hangout with the troop for breakfast (usually after the session, I ran to shower and get ready for work). But since Fazu and Fozz came all the way for this, I took my time (yes, texted Boss that I was gonna be late for some reasons).
We chatted and Sarge did complimented that my stamina improved a lot and lost weight. Totally different from day 1. Jambu air nak koyak! HAHAHAH! All I can say, I feel healthier. Thank you.
Atie just signed up for a free trial at OBC-Cyberjaya, to be under Kuza's wings. So Atie, don't think too much. Just do it and have a good time because this thing is quite addictive. Seriously.
"..give me a man who is man enough to give himself just to the woman
who is worth him.. and if that woman were me, I would love him alone and forever.."
- Francesca Bruni, in Casanova
Just give me a MANLY man, man!Not someone who is intimidated with me.
Friday, February 04, 2011
WADAP UOLS?
Finally found a simple template and TIME for this blog. It has been ages since the last time I changed it (yes Xambi and Fizzy, please have a good laugh). I wanted to keep it as simple as it should be, it's about time.
So, it's been almost a week I'm back in KB, doing nothing except drooling over Mom's simple cooking. What's up with that huh? A simple chicken soup and I'd be crying while sipping the awesome dish.
And it's getting dangerous.
One week in KB, 3 sessions of OBC missed. Damn, I feel bloated already. Really envy with Tampin as she updates us on the activity she had to do. I miss getting down and dirty and sweating like a pig. Fazu did twit me, has the intention of joining BU's OBC. You are most welcome babe!
I know a few people might feel annoyed with this OBC thing that we've been talking about since January.
Not that we're trying to say that we're better than anyone else by joining this, or we are forcing anyone to join this but we're sharing our experience because it is something that has changed our lives. MY life to be exact.
I have been a potato-couch honestly. I love food. To be active, I need something that would excite me to do it. Like, preparation for Mount Kinabalu. I would go jogging and workout like mad cow before conquering the mountain. I felt healthier (I felt fitter) during that time and man, I was happy. After that, we slowed down on our activities and weekend jogging were alright. I gained weight, I felt unhappy so I ate more. When I ate more, I gained more, I couldn't fit the clothes that I like, I got depressed and I ate more.
I tried dieting but I was not happy inside. I need something else to fill up that emptiness (Mom would go "cari la pasangan untuk teman..". Very funny Mom, I'm laughing..*muka stone*). It's a constant battle for me since, well..since I hit puberty.
I know I have a weight problem but I wasn't ready to admit it. Until I read about the actor, Faizal something, died at the age of 32 due to cardiac arrest aka heart attack. He was not overweight (but a heavy smoker) yet, died at a very young age. I got scared in a way. Mom and Dad used to remind us on how our grandparents died: diabetes, high blood pressure, high cholesterol. Obesity is quite normal in the family too. So now, it's my choice: either you wanna turn it around or not.
Then, God sent me Fazu. Hahaha!
She emailed us about OBC on the day she wanted to kill the doctor who asked her to "sweat it off" when he checked her weight. Fazu? Yes, she's a big girl but she's the healthiest person I know! She joins marathons, cycles like 50km and whatnot but just because she's big, people would judge her as being a lazy fat-ass (no offense). So I enrolled it.
Like I mentioned in my earlier entries on OBC. It's crazy and suicidal. But somehow, I feel healthier. I feel fresher and honestly, I think my confidence grew. I would walk with shoulders back, posture improved and seriously, I felt so much better. At least I know I'm working out to get healthier. I am sweating it off. The main purpose for me now is to get healthy and the slimming down and losing the weight part will follow later. Your body would know.
Fazu and I didn't have the intention to force others to join OBC. But when people ask, we would tell the truth: it's painful but its so worth it. Kuza joined and now she felt better. I think her asthma attack pon dah kurang.It is something that should come from within. It's all about you. You want to change, you want to have a healthier life, you can do it.
So, thank you Fazu. I can't thank you enough. I didn't know that I'd enjoy doing this but I am. =)