Name: shaXu
Location: shah alam | kota bharu, selangor | kelantan | lazy | talkative | very loud | shy around new people | a good listener | appreciate friends more than anything |LOVES ilhan mansiz |RoB | nazRiL | to use phrases "Jealous la tuh.." or " sumpah?!" | pizza | JUST HATE due dates | latecomers | noises in the morning | cockroaches |
Tuesday, October 12, 2010
- RUMUSAN -
It has been quite a while since the last time I posted something here. I'm not gonna use "busy with work" excuse but there's no other reason. Heh!
So what's been going on?
LPGA is only 2 weeks away. There's a lot to be done on my side, like recruitment, in ensuring the total manpower is enough on the operation side. But it's quite frustrating when you wanna get it done a.s.a.p but to get the signatures out it'd take a longer time for no reasons. Sigh.
Also, I was getting fed-up with stupid office politics.
Usually people would randomly come to me or K.Naj and started to tell us stories about some people, you know, gossips. But K.Naj and I would just listen and that's it. To make things annoying, a few days later, the same gossip is still lingering around but somehow it'd be "Shaz cite.." or "K.Naj cakap..".
What the hell?
One of the reason because K.Naj is in PR and I'm in HR. So anything "private & confidential" would come from me and K.Naj would spread the news. Omg. I was totally annoyed, still am. This is so lame.
I don't know who started it but all I know, ONE: I don't talk about work with K.Naj (except kalu stress about work, we talk about the stress). TWO: we might be loud but that doesn't mean we have big mouths to waste our time to gossip about people. THREE: we have our own life. FOUR: if you wanna talk about someone, be a man; own up to the story. Stop using our names. FIVE: Malas.
Stop this crap and get your own life.
x x x
Abg Riz called a few weeks back just to inform that he'll be joining Mom & Dad and Tok for Umrah next year. Alhamdulillah. He's really excited about it. I don't mind teaching you or giving you tips on what to do etc, but the consultation fee siapa nak absorb? Hahaha..
They'll be going in January 2011 and be back a few days after CNY.
Now I have a problem. 1st Feb is PH (Federal), I'll take AL on 2nd Feb and 3rd-4th Feb is PH (CNY), 5th-6th is the weekend, 7th I'll take AL and 8th Feb is PH (Thaipusam). So, 8 days of long holiday. Thought of going back to KB and spend some quality time with Mom and Dad. But guess what? They're still in Mekah!
So long leave, where should I go, what should I do?
Anak terabai? Mungkin. Huaaaa!~
They'll be going in January 2011 and be back a few days after CNY.
Now I have a problem. 1st Feb is PH (Federal), I'll take AL on 2nd Feb and 3rd-4th Feb is PH (CNY), 5th-6th is the weekend, 7th I'll take AL and 8th Feb is PH (Thaipusam). So, 8 days of long holiday. Thought of going back to KB and spend some quality time with Mom and Dad. But guess what? They're still in Mekah!
So long leave, where should I go, what should I do?
Anak terabai? Mungkin. Huaaaa!~
x x x
I've been bugging Nanayau about my weight and no matter what I do, it just stayed on, like another Siamese twin on the belly.
My legs are getting "smaller" for the workout like, jogging after work and also the stairs to the apartment on the 5th floor. But what about the upper body workout? I tried but failed miserably.
So I tried to join Nanayau for wall-climbing, with Atie, Billie and Billie's sis.
I didn't expect to climb more than 1 feet high but I learned a few things about myself: I can do it if want to but I won't do it if forced to. Geddit? I don't really like with the rope thing because I'd be super lazy, I know that there's someone to pull me up or hold me with the rope. If no rope, I have to climb upwards no matter what.
Tiring but it's a workout. Shouldn't complaint right?
My legs are getting "smaller" for the workout like, jogging after work and also the stairs to the apartment on the 5th floor. But what about the upper body workout? I tried but failed miserably.
So I tried to join Nanayau for wall-climbing, with Atie, Billie and Billie's sis.
I didn't expect to climb more than 1 feet high but I learned a few things about myself: I can do it if want to but I won't do it if forced to. Geddit? I don't really like with the rope thing because I'd be super lazy, I know that there's someone to pull me up or hold me with the rope. If no rope, I have to climb upwards no matter what.
Tiring but it's a workout. Shouldn't complaint right?
But I missed last week's session with Firah and Haida, need to send GG for her service. Maybe the week after? Let's.x x x
One week left.Paramore will be in town. Tickets? Checked! Outfit? Checked! Partners in crime? Checked! Memorize the songs? Checked!
See you there Hayley and the boys!
Monday, October 11, 2010
- REMINISCING -
Sitting on the cold seat in the commuter on the way to work, looking out the window. It was very early in the morning, the sun wasn't out yet. Holding tight to the jacket, just listening to the mp3 player, 35 minutes to go. Then this song came on, one person came into mind.
Every morning. Every day. Every time.
Why Can't I?- Liz PhairEvery morning. Every day. Every time.
Get a load of me, get a load of you
Walkin' down the street, and I hardly know you
It's just like we were meant to be
Holding hands with you when we're out at night
Got a girlfriend, you say it isn't right
And I've got someone waiting too
What if this is just the beginning
We're already wet, and we're gonna go swimming
Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you
Why can't I speak whenever I talk about you
It's inevitable, it's a fact that we're gonna get down to it
So tell me
Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you
Isn't this the best part of breakin' up
Finding someone else you can't get enough of
Someone who wants to be with you too
It's an itch we know we are gonna scratch
Gonna take a while for this egg to hatch
But wouldn't it be beautiful
Here we go, we're at the beginning
We haven't fucked yet, but my heads spinning
Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you
Why can't I speak whenever I talk about you
It's inevitable, it's a fact that we're gonna get down to it
So tell me
Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you
High enough for you to make me wonder
Where it's goin'
High enough for you to pull me under
Somethin's growin'
out of this that we can control
Baby I am dyin'
Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you
Why can't I speak whenever I talk about you
Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you
Why can't I speak whenever I talk about you
It's inevitable, it's a fact that we're gonna get down to it
So tell me
Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you
It has been 3 years now.
But every time I listen to this song, I'd be musing over that particular moment; the coldness, the window, and that particular person in mind.
Have you ever?
But every time I listen to this song, I'd be musing over that particular moment; the coldness, the window, and that particular person in mind.
Have you ever?