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Name: shaXu

Location: shah alam | kota bharu, selangor | kelantan
| lazy | talkative | very loud | shy around new people | a good listener | appreciate friends more than anything |LOVES ilhan mansiz |RoB | nazRiL | to use phrases "Jealous la tuh.." or " sumpah?!" | pizza | JUST HATE due dates | latecomers | noises in the morning | cockroaches |

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Tuesday, September 21, 2010
- EXECUTIVE SUMMARY (not) -


Heaven.

It was one of the relaxing holiday for me; the celebration of Eid-Mubarak with close family and friends, later spending time with half of the chicas in Tioman. Pulun the opportunity sampai habis!

I still receive some Raya angpao from my uncles and grandmother, regardless that I'm already working. It was quite embarrassing but somehow, these hands just reached out to accept it. Tindakan refleks I must say. Haha!

Terima kasih!

A trip to Mersing by bus with the girls, it was rather random.
  1. Questioned by a pakcik the moment we stepped down from the bus, at 4.30am! "Saya bukan nak tipu awak! Saya taknak awak kena tipu!" Being accused of not trusting him but we were just mamai. Chill la pakcik. Scary.
  2. Psst game was crazy with some unpredictable moves that made us laughed til we cried.
  3. Xerox session.
  4. Shahar, Atan, Abang Bodi, Josh Duhamel, Pendekar Laut, Beach Boy: some of the guys we met and got to know. Interesting.
  5. The image of Nadiah and Firah with their tanks, cute but painful.
  6. Nadiah suka timbul. Firah suka tenggelam ke dasar. Nana suka makan. Fozz suka diajar berenang? Hehe!
  7. Nana doesn't know how to swim.
  8. Still 60-40 to take the diving license or not with Uncle Jak in Perhentian. It's quite an expensive hobby but it'd be awesome to have the license.
  9. Weird dude at the back of the bus on our way back to KL and it was more than 5 hours journey. Why pusing so far?!
  10. Listening to the youngsters talk about "the one" and "love". They're just 19 year old kids! Nanayau and I were on kepoh mode.
3 days on the island and now back on the mainland, I miss the peacefulness already. Damn.

I'm not used to the things that's been happening now. I don't do reports. I don't need reports. Unpredicted gestures. Being caught off guard with some things and questions.

But somehow, it didn't feel wrong. Wadehel?


Tuesday, September 07, 2010
- ADIOS~ -


1 day left for me to work.


Then, I'll be back in KB with my brothers and their families. Yay!

I've called Mom and asked about what we're gonna have for the last berbuka puasa. It's all in the German genetic, all of us had the same thing in mind, nasi kerabu + ayam percik + daging percik + solok lado + kerabu saghe and for dessert, butir nangka. *drool*

Mom had requested me to do the butir nangka for dessert after I've been bragging about my successful kek batik (padan muka aku) Yes madalm!~

Will be in KB from the 9th until 15th of September and continue my impromptu raya break with the chicas at Tioman from 16th until 19th of September. Fozz and Yau, as planned, let's just let Firah and Nadz do the kehitaman job. Hahaha!

SELAMAT HARI RAYA TO ALL MUSLIMS OUT THERE!
Maaf Zahir & Batin


Saturday, September 04, 2010
- RANDOM -


It has been quite awhile since the last time I bought the tabloids.


It's a good thing actually, to be less paranoid on how I'd look. When I say how I'd look, I meant more on the weight, less on the fashion. I used to be obsessed to actually have a skinny jeans but due to my weight, I tend to face the insecurity of wearing one. Reading and going through the glossy pages on how the celebrities are wearing my "dream" wardrobe, sometimes it's so depressing inside. You know? Reading the tabloids, depressed, eat more, less focus on the clothing on myself when 85% of the "dream" wardrobe couldn't fit me.

Loser.

But after getting myself away from those mag
azines, without realizing it, I think I have built up my confidence, bit by bit. I finally got myself a skinny. Scary huh? I'm more confident with the choices I made and even with the style I chose. Not too girly but at least I'm wearing what I'm comfortable in. Not bad, huh? Have I lost weight during this Holy month? I don't think so but a few people been asking, brape kilo turun? Are you serious? This is a lifetime battle. So one step at a time, right?

One thing that I'm having a hard time doing is, ditching my Crocs. How? Huhuh..

So, what's new?

Iftar was simple and enjoyable.

PaRam? I went to the one in USJ, three times in the whole month. Went there with my nephew and niece and that was it. Lame huh?

This year I didn't have the crazy Shepard's Pie cravings. I was craving for something more simpler to do or easier to get, like kek Batik? Done that from scratch. Was it a success? Please make your reference to Ms.Ketiau or Ms.Lebam. Now I'm craving for Johnny's steamboat sauce. So I'll be having those tomorrow with the chicas. Yay!

Work has been crazy (nothing new about that one huh?). It's getting lamer and I think I'm starting to lose the vibe and starts to be..monotonous. Lame. Lame. Lame.

3 days left before I start my loooooooooooooooong week of holiday.

Can't wait.