Name: shaXu
Location: shah alam | kota bharu, selangor | kelantan | lazy | talkative | very loud | shy around new people | a good listener | appreciate friends more than anything |LOVES ilhan mansiz |RoB | nazRiL | to use phrases "Jealous la tuh.." or " sumpah?!" | pizza | JUST HATE due dates | latecomers | noises in the morning | cockroaches |
Wednesday, July 29, 2009
- yuMMy -
DivaNaj: I need to say something. Dah lama wa pendam.
CheMek: What?
DivaNaj: About the Man.U guys hari tu..
CheMek: Did you see their body?! Like hello!?!?
DivaNaj: Exactly! That's what I wanted to say!! It's like, perfect kan?
CheMek: Wa just tgk belakang Owen je..
DivaNaj: Did you see their calves? Not too much but just nice kan?
CheMek: Btol! Tgk Owen's back wey. Hello?! Tu baru belakang..bukan bare back pon!? Ada baju..yet..
DivaNaj: Bentuk muscles kat shoulder blades..
CheMek & DivaNaj: Hmmm..(terus berjogging dalam diam, melayan perasaan)
Yes, we practically jogged quietly after that, at the same time recalling the awesomeness of the boys' hot bods. Haha..yeah, please vomit if you want to but serious shit, it was..hmmm..~~
I received my increment this month. It is enough, I think. It's better than nothing, right? I'm just curious about our bonus this year. The economy is not doing that well but Property did great with their Home Parade sales. Rumors has it that Auto Bavaria got none on their side, but Hyundai got some. Don't compare with Plantation, they would go crazy with their usual dua-belah-tangan bonus like previous years. How about us? Property did excellent, how about the operating units?! Will we have that slice of profit too? Will it be enough for my Europe tour next year? Fingers crossed.
Whatever it is, I will know the details earlier than anyone else. Nama pon HR. Hahah..just hope that I won't be crushed.
Tuesday, July 28, 2009
- KoO-kOo -
I'm a koo-koo.
I couldn't stop laughing this morning, listening to Flyfm. The Rush Hour punished the Pagi Show, just by demanding them to say "I'm a koo-koo" in each sentence. So just imagine "Coming up next, I'm a koo-koo. Love I'm a koo-koo, Game I'm a koo-koo, Lady I'm a koo-koo, Gaga, I'm a koo-koo."
Ridiculous isn't it? But they surely know how to make my day better.
I need to remind something to all the girls out there.
When you get in your car, please look around and PLEASE lock your doors before you continue doing anything.
My dear friend, Fairu' was, not attacked but there were dudes banging her door with a metal rod. It happened a month ago and Faire just told me a last week.
She just got back from work, at a LRT station and her car was parked outside the station. The moment she went in and locked the door, a guy came and kept on banging her door with a metal rod. It was so loud, the people at the station looked and that dude just jumped on a waiting bike and drove off.
Faire said that she was shocked. Who wouldn't right? I asked her, apsal tak hon ke hape to get attention? She couldn't think. Well, I don't blame her. When you panicked, you just couldn't think straight. You'd be like, what the hell? Knowing Faire, I'm sure she almost peed her pants. Hahaha..ok, ok. Tipu. She didn't but she was scared to death.
I'm just glad she locked her doors and she's all alright. Jangan nangis ok Faire?
Make it a habit people. Look around before you enter your car and as soon as you get in, lock the doors. Don't forget to Bismillah before you drive and you get out of the car too.
Be safe coz it's a crazy crazy world out there.
Sunday, July 26, 2009
- TA-DAAA~ -
CheMek: (walked up to the Malaysian immigration counter with her mask on, handed her passport).
Officer: Cik Shazreen? (looked at the passport, looked up to look at CheMek)
CheMek: Yo..(dengan nada rockstar abes, with a huge attitude. After all, bukannya dia nk tgk muka pon..)
Officer: Boleh bukak sekejap mask tu Cik Shazreen?
CheMek: Ok..(nada perlahan, sama perlahan ngan tangan yang menarik mask..)
Officer: (Smiled) Ok.
I'm sure he wanted to laugh, out loud. I was so into the rockstar attitude, but not for long I guess. Dammit!
I'm back y'alls!
Been back to Bandung for a few days, and honestly, I missed that place. Even better if Idya was there with us, it'd be more fun to be that 'suara-suara halus' to persuade those Bandung-virgins to shop like crazy. But K.Mimi and I did pretty well I guess.
I don't know what's in the Bandung air, but I felt kindda calm there. The atmosphere just so relaxing actually. Or maybe because my boss didn't sms or call?! I think that's one of the reasons! No work equals to P.E.A.C.E! Hahahah..
I got to start working out again, pronto!
It's more or less 2 weeks away from Nuang. Are we prepared? I don't know. I didn't inform Mom about Nuang but I did mention to her about Kinabalu for end of this year. You should see her face. That I-hope-you-think-about-settling-down-seriously-rather-than-climbing-some-mountain face. I don't know what her reaction would be if she knew about Nuang. I just don't want to spoil her mood to Paris. So, let's keep it hush hush, ok? Hihih..
Back to the office tomorrow. Damn.
Been back to Bandung for a few days, and honestly, I missed that place. Even better if Idya was there with us, it'd be more fun to be that 'suara-suara halus' to persuade those Bandung-virgins to shop like crazy. But K.Mimi and I did pretty well I guess.
I don't know what's in the Bandung air, but I felt kindda calm there. The atmosphere just so relaxing actually. Or maybe because my boss didn't sms or call?! I think that's one of the reasons! No work equals to P.E.A.C.E! Hahahah..
I got to start working out again, pronto!
It's more or less 2 weeks away from Nuang. Are we prepared? I don't know. I didn't inform Mom about Nuang but I did mention to her about Kinabalu for end of this year. You should see her face. That I-hope-you-think-about-settling-down-seriously-rather-than-climbing-some-mountain face. I don't know what her reaction would be if she knew about Nuang. I just don't want to spoil her mood to Paris. So, let's keep it hush hush, ok? Hihih..
Back to the office tomorrow. Damn.
Tuesday, July 21, 2009
Today..such a GLORY GLORY day.
Manchester United players came to the Club to play some golf.
I smiled the whole day. Hehehe..
See you again, Owen. (Ferdinand didn't come though..alaaaaaaaaaaaaa~)
I'm off to Bandung tomorrow y'alls! Take care!
Monday, July 20, 2009
- MIDNIGHT SUN -
Monday blues.
I know, I shouldn't be complaining about work at this moment. Got to kiss some asses before he actually approve my leave for Wednesday-Friday. My boss did ask me to postpone my trip a day later, but what the f? My flight to Bandung is at 9.30am. He asked me to call up AirAsia, see if they could push back my flight..I looked at him and wondered, dia ni ingat aku binti Fernandez ke? I tried to calm myself, after a few rounds of cursing in the room and I started working again.
Then I did everything he asked; prepared the details of manning and presented to him last Friday. Well, he looked surprised. I even prepared a copy for him and Club Manager. Talk about well-prepared..or well-trained-ass-kisser! Hahah..
So today, I got LOADS of proposals and paperwork pending, not on my side though. I've sent everything to his room for approval and well, he's no where to be seen. Is it still my fault? I don't think so mister!
I'm trying to keep myself awake at this very minute and coffee isn't helping at all.
Yesterday was really hectic, a back2back-hangout-session with my closest friends.
Lunch with Atie, Marr and Idya. Racun Atie to get a new handphone, since she just got promoted. Atie, Marr and Idya went back. My 2nd shift started with my 'acting skills' to suprise Nadiah for her belated birthday celebration. It didn't turn out to be a suprise because, well, Nadiah knows us too well and Qaf didn't hide, Fozz tried to hide right after Nadiah saw her (sheesh!!~) Thai massage treat for Nadiah.
Dinner at Tarbush Restaurant and we thought of suprising Nadiah with some belly-dancing performance by Nanayau and Cikut but, nope. Nothing happened (alaaaaaaaa~~)
'Public Enemies' was the last thing we planned out for Nadiah's birthday. Though she's not really into Depp or Bale, mana nak cari movie Faizal Hussein dah zaman millenium ni babe?! Hahaha..
Everything happened on Sunday night, everyone seems to forget that they'll be working the next day (except for Nanayau, pekerja Nilai..demmit!)
While making myself busy with work, I managed to take a break every 30 minutes, reading the Midnight Sun by Stephanie Meyer. It's actually a partial draft she wrote and didn't publish it after she published all 4 of the Twilight saga. It got leaked on the net like a few months ago and Vivien forwarded it to me. I just didn't have the time to read it and now I do? Hehe..
Midnight Sun is actually Twilight, but from Edward Cullen's prespective. So this is where we know how hard he was fighting with himself to NOT to be the monster, how the Cullens helped each other to be normal and how facinated Bella is to Edward. It's unfinished though, Meyer just wrote it until the 12th Chapter. So..butterflies in the stomach? Checked! Drooling? Not yet! Hating Bella? CHECKED! Hahaha..
I need to liedown.
It's Monday y'alls~
Thursday, July 16, 2009
- REAL -
It was just a spontaneous plan actually.
We've been talking about it when we went there back in 2007, planned to come back and go all the way. But as usual, we got some other plans to settle (getting engaged, getting married, parties, work, some other activities..) So, it was like, fade away.
Then it came back after meeting Kiau while jogging.
The moment Fazu emailed me the quotation and whatnot, the email blast to those who are interested, then it finally hit me. We're doing this, FOR REAL! I thought to myself, what the hell I got myself into?! Hahaha..don't worry. For that second, I got my cold feet. It's gone now (serious! Hehe..).
It's better that way actually. So it won't be like delaying it just the sake of..We got to walk the talk y'all! Hahah..all we need now is confirmation by end of this week from a few more people, 30% to secure the booking, flight tix and of coz training.
Too bad that some of us need to count themselves out, baby-in-the-making, knee injury etc. Don't worry you guys, we'll be thinking about you while climbing. Just pray for our safety and semangat kuat. =)
Nuang next month will be the practice point. Qaftan will be the 'guru-ji' and this is where we need to challenge our mental and physical, I guess. Let's just hope we don't crack under pressure. Heheh..
This weekend is gonna be full for me.
Outdoor photoshoot for Idya & Nazree's in the morning. By 3pm needs to be in USJ for something (heheh..worried that she reads this blog). By 5pm, GLORY GLORY MAN UNITED.
Sunday? Well, something til the evening (worried that some other person reads this) and maybe dinner with Idya, Atie and Marr.
It might be hectic but what the heck! Have you read Basic Black by Cathie Black? Well, I haven't (hahahha..) but I saw her on Oprah while promoting that book.
You got to have 360 degree life. Balance your life and work. You can't be spending your life working coz you might regret it later. You might be busy with your work but you got to think about having fun, spend time with your family, friends and even yourself. You work but at the same time, do what you like.
So right now, I'm trying to balance my life. 360 degree.
I should get that book.
Too bad that some of us need to count themselves out, baby-in-the-making, knee injury etc. Don't worry you guys, we'll be thinking about you while climbing. Just pray for our safety and semangat kuat. =)
Nuang next month will be the practice point. Qaftan will be the 'guru-ji' and this is where we need to challenge our mental and physical, I guess. Let's just hope we don't crack under pressure. Heheh..
This weekend is gonna be full for me.
Outdoor photoshoot for Idya & Nazree's in the morning. By 3pm needs to be in USJ for something (heheh..worried that she reads this blog). By 5pm, GLORY GLORY MAN UNITED.
Sunday? Well, something til the evening (worried that some other person reads this) and maybe dinner with Idya, Atie and Marr.
It might be hectic but what the heck! Have you read Basic Black by Cathie Black? Well, I haven't (hahahha..) but I saw her on Oprah while promoting that book.
You got to have 360 degree life. Balance your life and work. You can't be spending your life working coz you might regret it later. You might be busy with your work but you got to think about having fun, spend time with your family, friends and even yourself. You work but at the same time, do what you like.
So right now, I'm trying to balance my life. 360 degree.
I should get that book.
Tuesday, July 14, 2009
- BAMM! -
I got to say, I was rather pissed-off after the 'slow-talk' session.
Instead of being awaken (thanks Atie) with it, it turned out to be a crappy-demotivated-shitness.
I've never thought that I would be trapped in this like high school (even my high school wasn't like this!). You can't do that. You can't do this. You're not supposed to be friends with that person. You're not supposed to be friends with this person. As long as I'm doing my job, just get outta my personal life!
The last draw to that 'session' when I was told I don't deserve the rating. What the f?! If I don't deserve it, why the hell did you rate me that in the first place?!
What the hell!? Shut up!
I seriously need a break. I want to get away from all these. It's just crap and it's sucking my positive energy dry.
- MANBAG -
I just wanna know something.
Who the hell started the trend where boyfriend/ husband had to bring the handbag for their other half?
If holding it because she needs to carry something else, it's ok. But they're put on the shoulder as if it's part of their accessory?! It's ridiculous! I mean, it's such a pain in the..eyes!I saw once a very good-looking dude, he was carrying a few shopping bags and a handbag on his shoulder. It was such a turn-off. His partner was. next to him..well, melenggang. If the partner is pregnant or something, I understand la but..gosh~
Come on dudes. There's some other way to be sweet to your girlfriend/wife but please don't carry the handbags. Carry, like holding it , is ok but when you sling it to your shoulder, and wear it like it's yours, it's a BIG no-no. Instead of looking macho, you'll look kindda sissy. Heheh..
And ladies, what the?? It's your accessory, why do you have to give it to your partner?
Next week I'll be going off to Bandung with my sister-in-laws. Kak Mimi and I thought of bringing Kak Roza, the Bandung-virgin for some serious shopping. Heheh! I won't be doing any shopping for myself (serious shit), need to control my expenses for some other impromptu activities. But being in the 'foreign-land' with those shopping freaks, I might be sucked in their 'evil' activities, which is pretty hard to get out of when you're so addicted to it?!
Hahaha..alasan.
Sunday, July 12, 2009
- HURT -
Some people can be really mean.
Just by saying things that are hurtful, really could bring your walls down. Why do you have to be like that? Because I look like I don't mind? Because I laugh a lot, it looks like I don't care?
I'm just hurt with the impression people had on me sometimes.
Just because I'm like this, it doesn't mean that I'm ok with whatever you say or do. Just because I'm like this, it doesn't mean I asked for it. Just because I'm like this, it doesn't mean I'm lower than you. Just because I'm like this, it doesn't mean you're better than anyone else. Just because I'm like this, it doesn't mean I have no feelings.
I'm feeling down. Thanks.
Just by saying things that are hurtful, really could bring your walls down. Why do you have to be like that? Because I look like I don't mind? Because I laugh a lot, it looks like I don't care?
I'm just hurt with the impression people had on me sometimes.
Just because I'm like this, it doesn't mean that I'm ok with whatever you say or do. Just because I'm like this, it doesn't mean I asked for it. Just because I'm like this, it doesn't mean I'm lower than you. Just because I'm like this, it doesn't mean you're better than anyone else. Just because I'm like this, it doesn't mean I have no feelings.
I'm feeling down. Thanks.
Tuesday, July 07, 2009
- I.D.Y.A -
I gave this video to Idya a day before she went back to Temerloh for the wedding. I feel kindda sad to watch this video again. But I'll be alright..huhuh..
Enjoy~
Enjoy~
Monday, July 06, 2009
- GOODY! -
Good news #1:
I got myself a Lumix LX-3 instead of the Olympus Pen for a few reasons; one, Olympus will be in Malaysia market somewhere in August..two, it's more expensive than I thought it would be..third, Lumix has all the criteria I wanted. Period.
Thanks Nadiah for being such a doll tutor. fQrL, bilo nok aja kawe gayo hok lagi gilo?Good news #2:
Yau turned 26 and we had our simple get together in Neway, Subang Jaya. It turned out crazy when she and Aliza grabbed the mic. We made a special tribute to the King of Pop, MJ with our very own Smooth Criminal. Hahah.. Yau dearest, Happy Birthday! Good news #3:
Congratulations to Idya & Nazree!!
Alhamdullilah, her ceremony went well. Hopefully it turned out the way she planned & imagined. We tried our best to make it the way she wanted but kami x profesional, maaf. Hahah..
I wish I could blog more but I'll do it later ok?
Happy Monday everyone!
Wednesday, July 01, 2009
- MOST WANTED -
I'm fasting and my room is so freaking cold! I'm wearing socks like some lady dalam pantang, a shawl wrapped around my legs and a jacket but still, C.O.L.D. Not just that, I feel so comfortable in this, I think I might slip under the table and doze-off (mcm beruang tgh hibernasi la plak!!)
Last night was our final get-together, just the 4 of us, before Idya gets married. The conversation from our plan to some silliness moments, from some serious talk to 'follow-ups', from laughing like banshees to Permata, somehow made me realized we click just like that (sambil mengetip jari..) Our personalities are totally different but there's something that is similar. I don't know what. Just compare me and Atie (bukan size, pls?), who could have thought we'd be this close?
Omg, I want this! This! All of this!!
- To conquer the peak of Mount Kinabalu by end of 2009
We went there years ago but we only walked 1.5km. It's time for us to conquer that mountain before we're too old for it. Sapa nak join? New Year kat atas..
- Olympus digicamera
At last, a DSLR camera which is compact. Olympus has announced the E-P1 Digital Pen camera, a new Micro Four Thirds camera the size of a point-and-shoot but with DSLR capabilities. My dream is finally here..
- Converse shoes
I know this shoes has been around for ages but feel like having one just kicked-in.
- To be able to pull off this attire
The checked-boyfriend-shirt and some skinny jeans and the Converse shoes, one look that I LOVE so much but still unable to flaunt it. How?! How?!- To tour Europe
Another trip with my dearest friend, to see the beautiful sceneries and culture, and my life would be complete..(until the next plan pops up! Hehe..)Ok, Converse shoes bisa diatur..the checked shirt attire, erm, may work on that, harder. But the Olympus camera, Europe and Mount Kinabalu? Need the ka-ching. Sapa nak blanje? Please?