Name: shaXu
Location: shah alam | kota bharu, selangor | kelantan | lazy | talkative | very loud | shy around new people | a good listener | appreciate friends more than anything |LOVES ilhan mansiz |RoB | nazRiL | to use phrases "Jealous la tuh.." or " sumpah?!" | pizza | JUST HATE due dates | latecomers | noises in the morning | cockroaches |
Sunday, December 28, 2008
**POEM~**
My Fairytale Ending
Paint me a picture
Sing me a song
Write me a sonnet
Make music on the gong
Sway me around
Cook me a meal
Send me a rose
Show me what's real
Lift up my mask
Dry up my tears
Give me a smile
Drive away my fears
Save me my prince
Slay dragons all around
Kiss me on my lips
Sweep me off the ground
Please come rescue me
Time is a-ticking
Patiently I have been waiting
For a fairytale ending
*rainy, 1408hrs*
Friday, December 19, 2008
**12DAYS~**
I'm done with a few things. Thank God!
1) Annual Dinner
Everything went well, alhamdulillah. It was rather, chaotic at first. Handling the Annual Dinner and also coping with 2 other jobs. But thank God for my team, we managed to pull it off and everyone had loads of fun that night.
With the theme: Wild Wild West, everyone came together as cowboys and cowgirls. Just 3 people came as Red Indians, and I was one of them. Hahaha!
2) Move in the room
After Annual Dinner settled, I had to give in and be in the room as requested by my boss. Since I'll be doing LOADS of P&C crap, I need to be in the room. I tried to ignore but as days gone by, it's getting difficult to be 2 places at one time. So with the help from my team, we moved bit by bit of my stuff, rearranged the table (better feng shui la konon) and just now, my board is up; board with pictures of people that would make me smile whenever I'm stressed out. Hehe..
Now it's time for me to sit down and learn whatever I need to know before I get kicked in the crounch..sigh~
What else been happening?
Atie's in Europe at the moment. Jib's worried SugarPie gonna be huge and Idya had rearranged her bedroom. I'm counting the days to go back KB for a long holiday.
I wish to write more but I have to get back to this FlexBen crap..huaaaaa~~
Wednesday, December 03, 2008
** CHOKED~**
At first I thought it was some sort of a punishment.
She resigned and my boss had to reshuffle everything in the department. Left with one HR Executive, instead of 2 persons, now I had to cover my job, her job and recruitment. Her job was the major one in HR, whereby she was incharged of the Compensation & Benefits.
I couldn't focus when my boss was explaining, I was suffocated with the facts that I had to do 3 main things in HR, plus the Annual Dinner. Can I handle it all?? Can I step up to the plate and achieve my boss's expectations. I tried to calm myself down. My boss tried to convince me, saying that this is an opportunity for me to learn something new, something where you can't simply learn else where. I felt my breath was shorten, like I was choked by some invisible hands.
It's the Compensation & Benefits. Someone with HR background should be doing this, someone who has the experience. But nope, it's all on my shoulders..effective immediately.
Then boss informed me that I need to be ready to move in into the room. I could feel my spirit was flushed out of my body.
After a long talk with Dad, I managed to calm myself down. I'll take this as a challenge. No doubt that I need to do A LOT of reading (omg!!) and understand the selok belok of ComBen as soon as possible. It's an opportunity to prove myself and to the management. It was no longer a punishment, but some sort of a blessing I must say. I texted my boss, I agreed but on one condition:
I don't want to move in the room. I wanna stay outside with K.Najwa and others. I hope he agrees. Hehehe..
Tuesday, December 02, 2008
** BLUSH~ **
The whole day yesterday I could feel like I was blushing, for no reasons. I could feel the hotness behind my ears, not because of I was angry but for no reasons.
My boss's secretary was the first one to notice. She asked me why was I blushing, I have no answer to that. I thought I put on too much blusher. K.Mazlina was the next one to ask me, why was I glowing? I have no answer but I could feel the hotness on my both cheeks. What the hell?! Am I blushing?! Then the despatch boy asked me "hang nampak berseri hari ni..".
I looked away and hope that I wouldn't be as 'maroon' as I already was, hoping the piece of paper to come out quickly from the printer. Then I felt like someone was behind me, reaching out from the back, to get whatever came out from the printer.
"Sorry.." I said, keeping my eyes on the printer, trying to move aside, focusing my energy- please don't blush for no reasons (too many things to do in one time..) From the corner of my eye, I knew he glanced as he took the paper and had that damn smile on his face. I took the paper and walked away.
Lotus Instant Messages popped out. It was K.Najwa.
"Babe!! Apsal hari ni lu nmpk cam blushing?? Sbb tu ke? Hehe.."
Arghhh!! What the hell!? I turned, looked at K.Naj and she was laughing. I was embarassed for no reasons, that's why. Damn! Not because of him..that's for sure!