Name: shaXu
Location: shah alam | kota bharu, selangor | kelantan | lazy | talkative | very loud | shy around new people | a good listener | appreciate friends more than anything |LOVES ilhan mansiz |RoB | nazRiL | to use phrases "Jealous la tuh.." or " sumpah?!" | pizza | JUST HATE due dates | latecomers | noises in the morning | cockroaches |
Sunday, December 31, 2006
** END OF 2006~ **
waktu terasa semakin berlalu
tinggalkan cerita tentang kita
akan tiada lagi kini tawamu
tuk hapuskan semua sepi dihati..
ada cerita tentang aku dan dia
dan kita bersama saat dulu kala
ada cerita tentang masa yang indah
saat kita berduka saat kita tertawa..
teringat disaat kita tertawa bersama
ceritakan semua tentang kita..
It has been quite a journey for 2006. Started off 2006 with a bang, Peterpan Live in KL. That was one of the highlights, which left me with that 'fever' for quite a some time. Then there was that flood in Shah Alam, which I was involved in. The pressure of doing that damn final project that almost drove me to insanity. Then, got to meet Peterpan in person, I mean, got to meet ARIEL IN PERSON during their Alexandria album launching. Completed my Degree in June. Got my Kembara, si Pierre. Faced a few ups and downs in friendships: chance to meet new people, new friends, and also not so nice arguments along the way. I guess that's just some lessons to learn about life. Still no special relationship for me this year (bummer!). Had a new niece in the family, but lost a loving grandaunt to cancer. Got the first taste of working life in Tepat Teknik. The feelings of giving Mom some of my gaji as a token of my appreciations and the first one especially, was over-whelming~ As for movies, witnessed great movies: Pirates of Carribean 2, Da Vincci Code, X-Men III, Superman Returns, Lady In The Water, Dorm, Cinta etc. Known as the 'flammable Shazreen' after the fireworks stunt by Nanayau (thanks for that?!) Hehe..And lots more great moments throughout 2006. Above all the stuff been happening, glad that I shared the wonderful moments with my great friends.
2007, I'm going to be 24 (damn!!) I'm sure I'll be pressured with that freaking "Bila lagi?" questions. However,that's not gonna stop me. My focus is it's gonna be the year for me to start something new, something fresh, to be better person & Muslimah in life. And hope new exciting things to share with the people I love..
Happy Aidiladha to all Muslims
and
Happy New Year!
See you guys next year!
See you guys next year!
Thursday, December 28, 2006
** FAUZANA~ **
It's been 17hours since Fozz left.
She's in Istanbul right now. Lastnight she called each one of us around 1am, saying goodbye, before leaving. The fact that she's going to Istanbul for one week holiday, for her company trip, really made me happy for her, envy at the same time. She's been working her ass off for the past few months, and I guess she deserves this trip. Going to Istanbul, visiting Ilhan Mansiz's hometown?! Ilhan Mansiz, the hot footballer we drooled over during World Cup 2002?! That's awesome!
I know she's gonna have fun there. But knowing that we're here without her, it sux! It's like, we're incomplete. It's like, Power Rangers without the green one or FRIENDS without Monica, or One Tree Hill without Lucas (are we that hot!? Hahaha!!). I know she's gonna be there, having all the fun in the world for just 1 week but still! The emptiness is unbearable doww! Huhuh..Papepon, hope you have fun there babe! Do take good care of yourself! If you do find any hot guys, don't forget to bring some home, for your friends (as in MOI..) di tanah tumpah, MALAYSIA! Haha! We surely looking forward for the day you're coming back. You're coming back right?? Jangan mengada nak stay sana!!
Fozz babe, we miss you already..sob! Sob! Sob!
Tuesday, December 26, 2006
** WEARY~ **
A weekend in Bukit Sentosa was rather relaxing.
Right after work last Saturday, drove to USJ to pick up Abg Riz and Mrs, before sending them to LCCT. Thanks to Abg Riz for the full tank of petrol and 'unlimited' Touch N Go! Hehe! On my way back from LCCT, I was kindda bored, but somewhere in Sepang, I saw one white Iswara and I thought to myself, wow! That reminds me of Jaguh, and guess what?? Hot Gucci momma Jaguh was driving! It was JAGUH! I laughed so hard. Texted Nadz and I guess she was too busy riding her Jaguh. By the time I got to Rawang, it was already 430pm and I
was damn hugry+tired. But seeing the little faces of Echah and Kijah, totally blew me away. Such adorable faces, penat pon hilang doww..
Didn't do anything much, stayed home and watched tv like there's no tomorrow. Abg Ril and family asked me to join them for the Mall on Sunday but I said no, because I chose to stay home with my lover= the tv. Hehe! Played with Echah, who by the way sangat talkative. Kijah now, could turn herself and looked like a ball. Haha! Just cute kids! Came back Shah Alam right after Asar prayer yesterday and damn! Now I felt really tired. Relaxing Christmas celebration. Oh yeah, I didn't have to do Sheppard's pie for Abg Ril, he so sick of Western food (Thank God! Haha!!)
was damn hugry+tired. But seeing the little faces of Echah and Kijah, totally blew me away. Such adorable faces, penat pon hilang doww..Didn't do anything much, stayed home and watched tv like there's no tomorrow. Abg Ril and family asked me to join them for the Mall on Sunday but I said no, because I chose to stay home with my lover= the tv. Hehe! Played with Echah, who by the way sangat talkative. Kijah now, could turn herself and looked like a ball. Haha! Just cute kids! Came back Shah Alam right after Asar prayer yesterday and damn! Now I felt really tired. Relaxing Christmas celebration. Oh yeah, I didn't have to do Sheppard's pie for Abg Ril, he so sick of Western food (Thank God! Haha!!)
I'll be having my interview at Sime Darby Motors on the first week of January 2007. I got the phonecall a week ago and seriously, I'm nervous like crap! I've been to a few interviews before but I don't know why this one really freaks me out. Maybe because I don't know what to say to impress them, or I just don't know what to wear?! What will they ask me? Maybe I'm nervous like shit because of the fact that I really want to work in Sime Darby? I just want Mom and Dad to be proud of me like they are proud to both of my brothers, stop worrying about me. I really want this job to helpout Mom and Dad. I really want this job for my career development, self improvement. I guess that's it. I just want to have a better life. So, it's not a crime if I'm hoping that they'll hire me and I'd be the happiest gal! =) Do pray for me fellas!
Hapus aku- Nidji
Kutuliskan kesedihan
Semua tak bisa kau ungkapkan
Dan kita kan bicara dengan hatiku
Buang semua puisi
Antara kita berdua
Kau bunuh dia sesuatu
Yang kusebut itu cinta
Yakinkan aku Tuhan
Dia bukan milikku
Biarkan waktu waktu
Hapus aku…
Sadarkan aku Tuhan
Dia bukan milikku
Biarkan waktu waktu
Hapus aku…
2007 is less than a week away. Besides changing myself to be a better person, I'm hoping 2007 will bring me new meaning of LOVE. Oh gosh~ I miss him..
Friday, December 22, 2006
** UNVOICED~ **
Ever felt so pissed-off with the situation, u actually cried coz of it??
I've felt so frustrated today. From one disaster to another, I just couldn't believe it! Without realizing how frustrated I was, tears kept on flowing! It started off like any regular day at work, just that today my office was rather quiet, just my boss, Hairul and me. The others were either in Kemaman or Klang Workshop. Then boss and Hairul had to go to Klang, leaving me all by myself in the department. It was supposed to be heaven right? But guess not! I was bored to death! So decided to go to my dumb-ass college to settle that stupid completion of study thingy (yeah! That thing yg zaman tok kadok yg x settle2 lagi tuh!) Went to see my lecturer, but he had a class, asked me to see him around 1pm. Saw my Dean, asked politely for his signature. "Letak kat pigeon-hole saya. Saya busy!" Busy my ass!! For the past 20minutes, all you did was text-messaging or something! To some mistress or some gay-partner I guess! I was so mad! Politely, but inside I was screaming+cursing, asked him just to sign that stupid, almost rabak paper since I had to go back to the office. He just gave me that awful smirk which I love swipe off his ugly face and left! How rude?!
Around 1pm, I came back to get my lecturer's signature and when I saw that fucking Dean, I thought I might lose it! Thank God K.Roza called. Then another problem came up. I was supposed to give her a box of old clothes for my brother to bring back to KB tomorrow (for charity..wow!) But then, she had to go to Bank Negara right away, and they gonna take a flight back to KB tomorrow. Then it strucked me, baggage xleh berat la ni?! And I had to go to USJ tonight to send the damn box which by the way tak confirm lepas ke x?! Waited for another 20minutes for my lecturer and he was nowhere to be seen! Talk about punctuality!? I just couldn't stand being there when that fucking Dean was sitting in the next room, with his 'busy' work. I was irritated, mad, disturbed. Left a note and that damn form on my lecturer's table, hoped that he'll settle his part and hoped that he'll make sure that dumb-ass Dean settle his part of the job. One of my lecturer was suprised that the form has not yet completed (hello!? Almost 2 months dah!?) I just smiled politely, "Tak kesah la first kolej to get LAN ke, masuk paper ke, tp kalau macam ni management or IT school works, it shows how unprofessional you guys buat keje..maybe menda mcm ni yg patut highlight in the paper." And I realized, eyes were on me after I said that. Put up one cool face and I walked out of the lecturers lounge and damn! Now I remembered why I'm so sick of coming back to this fucking dim-wit college!
Got to my car, on my way out of the compound, some stupid pak guard just kept on bugging me about my car sticker (which I took it off the day I finished my studies!?), the way out was jammed with some fucking selfish bastards who double-park and those irksome students walked ever so slowly + tgh2 jalan!! If only I have the licence to just..ran them over! Seriously, I would! DIE! DIE! DIE! I didn't want to be that kiasu person but there was this one couple, just want to be 'playful', main kejar-kejar manje pulak!! I honked and just simply gave them the finger. Yeah losers, wanna be playful huh? Read between my fingers!
Tried to call my girlfriends but it was either it kept on ringing or the phone turned off. All those situations happened in an hour, and I think I didn't take it well. When didn't get through to Idya, drove to McD, ordered Mcflurry, parked my car somewhere and there! I cried my eyes out while putting those awesome Oreo ice-cream down my throat. I just hate to be seen as weak, cried over some situation. Thank God I didn't cry right there in the lecturers' lounge, almost though but I sucked it up and put up one irritated face for them to know how pissed off I was. On the way to McD drivethru, I ran over 2 red lights. If kena pull over, I think I might cry to the police, maybe tell him what a horrible college with that fucking ugly Dean I had to deal and everything. I realized that when things just didn't go my way or something like that, I had to admit, I'm not good in dealing with the emotions. I won't shed a tear on the spot. I just keep all the feelings inside and when the right moment comes, the last draw, the emotions just explodes. When I said explodes, meaning, cried my eyes out coz of disappointment and frustrations, geram gell sampai nangis.
Romi called from Klang to ask about his job. I don't know how but I think he could sense that I cried. And he panicked thinking I cried because he didn't give me the Timeout chocolate he promised. Like duh! I'm not gonna cry over some chocolate..hehe! But I did laugh. =)
Tuesday, December 19, 2006
** TWIX~ **
All the exhaustion for being 'all out' last weekend finally catching up.
Woke up this morning, feeling drowsy, head hurt like crazy, sore throat and watery eyes. I know those symtoms so well, definitely fever in the making. Somehow I had to drag myself to the office. I should get mc but since last Saturday I already had one, I think it'd be kindda melampau to get 2 mcs in 3 days. So, just swallowed a couple of Panadol and continued with my work.
Just ignore the title. I don't know the suitable title for this entry. Saw my favourite chocolate on the monitor and just went for it. Give me a break, I'm having a fever, I don't think I could go back to KB for Aidiladha+ Asni's engagement and I got no money! Could it be any worst? I need to be wiser in managing my own finance. I realized that this month, I just go crazy with my ka-ching! I bought myself a few sandals (retail theraphy konon..my ass!), bought stuff that I don't really need and now, all the consequences tumbling down on me. When I really want to buy something I needed, I got no money. So I'd be stressed about it and need some retail theraphy but again, got no cash to make me feel better. How pathetic! How the problems in my life work? It's just like a snowball, getting bigger as it rolled down the hill. Got to jot that down in my 2007 Resolution: MANAGE FINANCE WISELY! Huhuh..
Talk about new year resolutions, it's less than 2 weeks before 2006 ends.
I got a few resolutions in mind, most of them are from this year's. Hehe!
I got a few resolutions in mind, most of them are from this year's. Hehe!
Monday, December 18, 2006
** DAY OF FUN~ **
Catched 'CicakMan' with Idya last night. After reading all the good reviews in the paper, I thought, why not?
The first 30 minutes of the story, I was kindda excited. 30 minutes after that, disappointment kicked in. We got bored at some level and felt like getting out. Had to admit, the CGI effects were cool (for a Malaysian movie), the Metrofulus city was believable, bravo on that! However, the acting skills were still in the same level. I don't know if to some people Apek's performance was great but to me, it seemed like he was trying too hard and at some point, I felt irritated with him. Same goes to Aznil as Prof Klon, ala2 over acting and reminds me of Jim Carrey as the Riddler in Batman. But I kindda like AC Mizal, kindda irritated with him when he does that stupid high-pitch voice but I like it when he said "LARI! Jangan.." Hehe..learned from Yoda I see. The storyline wasn't that great, it was ok. There were some dragging scenes, unnecessary stuff and why some of those parents didn't ask their kids to sit still and watch that damn movie?! And from the ending, I'm pretty sure there'd be a sequel. Not gonna watch that one. Overall, A- for effort but still C in acting. Try harder, Yusry~
My Saturday was great!
Went picnic + waterfall in Rawang with Fozz, Jib, Nanayau, Nadz, Natt, AizaMor, Kay and Cikut. Woke up kindda early to prepare sandwiches for the trip (Yeah, I was in charged of that..). Fetch Nadz and met up the others at Wisteria Lane..I mean, Fozz's place. And I got to naik Sein! YEAH!! To make it even better, Fozz actually asked me to be her co-pilot, take that Natt and Nadz! Hahah! Stopped at Kay's house for breakfast before headed to the waterfall (seriously, I didn't get the name. What was it called? SAKAI?) We had to walk up quite steep bukit to get to the best location since the usual place was kindda crowded. Amazing Race in the beginning but after a while, felt like dying, lack of stamina to be exact (being a nice friend, I helped Aiza to carry her other bag. Yeah, she brought 2 bags..ingat nak bermalam ke?!) By the time we got to our spot, it was beautiful, more like our own private waterfall. The water was so cold but Nadiah just jumped right in with Nanayau. How excited was that?! Sat under the waterfall was like having a shower but the water pressure was crazy! Hahah! Played water volleyball for a while. But most of the time, we just berendam like some hyppos and chatted. After we couldn't feel our own fingers coz of the coldness, decided to head back to Kay's house to clean up. Then late lunch at some gerai nasi ayam.
Next, headed to Petaling Street to accompany AizaMor to get some stuff Dave and herself. It was crowded as hell, with all the Indons, Chinese, foreigners and it was kindda scary too. We actually hold hands (me and Fozz..then Natt and moi..umph! Manjeh~) so that we didn't get lost in that 'tsunami' of people. Maybe it was weekend or maybe it was already 8++ pm. AizaMor got herself a wallet and a backpack, but x sempat handbag coz she was out of cash. As for us, we got all the sweats from whoever and that experiece. Ceh! Whatever it was, Petaling Street definitely one scary place. Then went to area near The Curve for late supper. Chatted some more and honestly, didn't feel tired or sleepy pon! Around 1215am, when Nadz's mom called, then only we realized it was time to go home. Jib, Kay, AizaMor, Nanayau and Cikut in Can, back to Kelana Jaya and as for me, Fozz, Natt and Nadz, back to Wisteria Lane in Sein. Then, Nadz and I in Pierre headed back to Shah Alam, Natt in Hazami to Sri Kembangan. Got home around 130am, then only I felt exhausted gell. Exhausted and sleepy gell. Too tired to even unpack my staff in my bag, so just left it as it was near the door. Got my pillows, washed my face and BAMM! I was already on my way to slumberland.
It was one great trip with the girls (woopst! Guys jgk..ampun Kay+Cikut..) We went all out the whole day, starting 645am til 2am, just our day. As Natt put it, SUPER FUN! Umph! Gedik lemak! Heheh..I'd like to put up the pics but had to wait for Nanayau to helpout AizaMor to upload it, so that got to wait. Thanks Fozz, Jib, Nanayau, Natt, Nadz and AizaMor for the wonderful + awesome time! Thanks to Kay selaku ketua tribe for being a great host and thanks to Cikut for being our patient bodyguard. I had so much fun. So, what's next? Hehe..
It's Monday and I'm back to my boring life. Darn sleepy and bored to death!
I hate Mondays..
Thursday, December 14, 2006
** MISERY vs MIRTH~ **
The HR guy, En.Fariz came to see me today.
Every time I see him, I'd be like, now what? He always has something against me or something, ada je yg tak kena. My guts were right, he was 'up to something'. He said that soon there'd be a new engineer coming in our department. I just nodded. He said that when all the equipments are complete and neat in the cubical way back there, I should move there and the new engineer will be sitting at my place. I was dumb-strucked! By the time I was back to reality , he had walked away. Damn!
Why should I move?! Even though this is Lai's place, he didn't bother. Lai came back from Malacca site and he sat behind me. I didn't have to move. Even when Chin came back, he just sat at Dharam's place. I didn't have to move. So, when the new engineer comes, she/he should sit wherever la, like the cubical in front of Sundar's empty, or even the back cubical. But why should I move? I'm not making this a big deal but I like my current place. I have my 'gang' and it's right next to my crush. If I move to the back cubical, I'd be quite 'far' from Romi, the 'gang' is quite lame and I don't like being at the back. I mentioned it to K.Ida and she was more supportive of me. She was confused too. Why should I move? Mcm dua kali kerja, coz need to clean up 2 cubical instead of 1. It just didn't make sense! I don't know what En. Fariz got against me, but I got the feeling, Proc Manager..screw you! Refer the sketch, and you know what I mean..
I hate to move. It's not like moving to another department or anything but the fact that I'm so comfortable with my current place, with the deco I've put up, with the seat shaped like my ass..I don't want to redo everything. Unless I'm working at some other workplace, that's like turning over a new leaf. That's different case, and it's ok. But this, I'm so hating this.
If I have some more hair on my head, I think I might get another haircut, to cut out all the bad aura, I'm feeling stressed. But too bad, I had my haircut last 2 days and it's short, not bold but pretty short. So, I dunno how the hell am I gonna get these negative aura out. Should I go shopping for shoes? No ka-ching for me..should I eat? I have no desire to put something down my throat (WOW! Me?! Not in the mood to eat?!) At times I feel like I want something but I don't know what exactly that I wanted. You know? Ever had that feeling? It's sux.
Been reading all the chain emails from 'village' people while working and they surely know how to crack me up! With the weekend plans and whether to ride Sein or Tasha, it really made me laughed so hard! Who ever thought, naming their car Hazami or even Lucy? Well, my car was baptised by Nanayau and named Pierre, sempena Muhd Adif. Hahah! Check out the list of car names.
- Fozz : SEIN - in remembrance of Syed Hussein . Old car's name : SUGU - sugumaran a/l kandasamy..=P
- Nanayau : CAN - short form for Hassan. (I dunno who the hell is Hassan?!)
- Jib : LUCY - nama glamour for Latifah. The only lady car, ala2 hot stuff la ni.
- Nadz : JAGUH - sempena film Faizal Hussein. My favourite name pls?
- Natt : HAZAMI - According to Jib "Sbb dagu londeh.." (I'm clueless as you are..)
- Zerr : SI BUN - looked like a bun from 7th floor, bulat and comel. Hehe!
- Marr : DOL - sempena nama father-in-law..echecheche!
- Aiza : TASHA - but this is one bapok, known as Tasha by night but Tony during the day! Hahaha!! Shud we call it TANY?
- Idya : I can't recall her's but I just call it PELESIT. Pelesit kota, it may be small but damn dat car can rempit, mencelah2. Heheh..
- Atie : Not sure yet coz it wasn't baptised btol2, but since she's getting herself new Savvy, we just can't wait to give that new car a name! Nantikannnnn~ Hehe
Childish huh? Maybe a lil' bit but it brings some sort of..comfortable feeling, you know. I do realized that we're already 23, next year we'll be 24. We're supposed to be more matured in some way but I dunno. Being around each other, we could just go crazy and be the person we've known back in high-school. Changed a little for better but deep in side, we still feel like 16! Hehe..These people, are my bubble, my comfort zone. =)
Feel like making Shepard's pie, izzit too much? Hehe..
Feel like making Shepard's pie, izzit too much? Hehe..
Tuesday, December 12, 2006
** EXTRA? LESS?~ **
Helped out Abg Riz, to repaint his living room. Started out on Sunday morning, but then we got kindda lazy and he had to do his drawings. Then Abg Ril came over, from his bike convoy all the way from Sepang. Ini gaya hidup orang bujang! Haha..I mean, both my sister-in-laws weren't around. K.Roza went to London, due to work and kids are in KB for school holiday. K.Mimi and kids, back to Rembau since Abg Ril had to deal with the termites in their home. He came over, ajak tgk 'Cicakman' (typical Abg Ril..) but then Abg Riz got some drawings to finish (typical skema Abg Riz..haha!!) and his halfway painted walls. Ended up, the three of us, painting the damn walls, and no 'Cicakman' for us?! Being the only girl and such a good bongsu, I guess, it was my resposibility to prepare them some lunch, so I called up Domino's. Hahah! Abg Ril went back to Rawang that evening (gaya nak mengelak from mengecat yg tak sudah itu?!Dammit!), so I helped out Abg Riz with his house.
Then movie-marathon. First movie, 'Casino Royale'. This time, Daniel Craig as James Bond, far much better from the previous Bonds, except for Sean Connery (he's THE James Bond). The movie was alright, sometimes kindda violent but blh diterima akal, more realistic. And I think Daniel Craig did a good job being the blonde Bond, but I think with his face, no script also can laa..Haha! The Bond theme song, totally awesome.Next movie was 'American Pie- Naked Mile'. It supposed to be the 5th American Pie but since different casts everything, it's not as good as the first 3 (the originalcasts). Naked ladies in the first 5 minutes, naked ladies in the next 20 minutes, naked people throughout the damn movie! It may be 'eye-candy' for some people but not for me. Not in mood for some boobies! (But apsal aku beli vcd ni?? Dammit!) Wanted to watch 'Happy Feet' and 'The Guardian' but tertido la plak!
"There's someone for everyone.."
Yezza! I'm holding on to that. I shouldn't be worried about being single right now, or stress-out each time kiasu makciks started to give their unwanted 'opinions'. Sometimes I may feel kindda lonely and sad but I believe, it's all in God's hand. I know my other half is somewhere out there, maybe we've met before, maybe we didn't. Maybe we're friends, maybe we're totally strangers.
My time hasn't come yet, so why worry. When my time's up, I'll turn around and see him right in front of me. Who knows right? Damn! Who's with me in this? I'm right, right? Or am I just simply nak sedapkan hati sendiri? Pathetic~
I felt kindda down today. Instead of buying new shoes (I'm out of ka-ching!) or eat like crazy, I got myself a haircut. Nothing fancy, just keep it short. Konon nak make it simple or something like Halle Berry, or Charlize Theron short. I like it anyway, short, easy to maintain, jimat syampoo, bangon pagi x Simba. Heh! Honestly, right after I walked out of the salon, I felt so much better. I don't know if was it the new haircut, or kepala sket ringan or what. It was a nice feeling. I was kindda stress-free. Hehe..But sometimes, I think I look like a boy, a boy with boobies..a hot sexy boy??! Huaaaaa!! Even 'Muhd Adif' has longer hair..='( Now I have to wait for another zillion years for it to grow long! One day down..Hahaha~
Saturday, December 09, 2006
** WHAT IS CINTA?~**
Went to catch CINTA for the 2nd time lastnight with the girls; Fozz, Nadz & family (?! Hehe..), Jib, Atie and Marr. Too bad Zerr, Natt and Nanayau couldn't make it, but they've promised for our next movie-date. (Kotakan, nanti ummi marah~ Hahah!!) Well, everything was kindda chaos lastnight. Last minute decision from Nadz's parents to watch that movie (thanks to Atie and moi, 18 tix booked?!). The traffic jam was horrible all the way from USJ to Pyramid, up to Pyramid parking entrance. Atie had an accident at the parking lot (chill babe!). Movie started at 910pm but all of us were stucked in the jam til 9pm?! But thank God, managed to get all the tix by 905pm. Met with Kuza and the MMU clan and it was kindda fell into the right places, I think..
So, where do you stand in your relationship? Who do you really love? 
"Love is a profound feeling of tender affection for, or intense attraction to, another. People in love are often considered to have "good" interpersonal chemistry. Love is described as a deep, ineffable feeling shared in passionate or intimate interpersonal relationships. Love is an important factor in intimate relationships. An intimate relationship is an interpersonal relationship with a great deal of physical and/or emotional intimacy.."
Love between Cikgu Elyas and Rubiah. I don't know about you, but I don’t think that there is an expiry date for love. If dulu, I felt kindda yucky if my parents go mushy with each other but now I understand it better; that age does not diminish one’s capacity for love or need for companionship. One can continue loving nother long after s/he passes on to the Pearly Gates. I liked Dato’ Rahim Razali’s performance and there were some tear-jerking moments as the script gives us a glimpse of what it is like to have old age and illness creep upon you. I always get sad (Zerr, Faire?!) when I see older people suffering, thinking of their contributions to society when they were younger and how it all will go away soon and knowing though hardly believing one day it would be my turn (as with all younger people).
Love really does happen when you least expect it, you can see this between Eizlan Yusof's and Fasha Sandha's characters. To some people they are, kindda not so natural couple but I think they got the chemistry. The story itself is sweet, rather Cinderella. It's just ok, not that umph! Not as touching as the others.
What sacrifices are you willing to make for the one you love? Though Nanu's character, Dyan is actually trapped in a love triangle, but you can see that she's more frustrated with her brother for wasting his talent. I don't know how to explain this. You know she being such a pain-in-the ass over her brother, Dhani (played by talented Que Haidar) because she's kindda geram with her 'lover' but at the same time you can feel how much she loves Dhani. Who would want to see their sibling wasted his life? You tend to be kindda protective over them right? To make sure they make the right choices in life, that they'd be happy. Because if someone doesn’t care about you, s/he would not bother with you at all. Just that sometimes it could be rather frustrating because other people seem to know best, or portray that sentiment. I’m guessing everyone with an elder sibling can relate to this. And everyone with a younger sibling will know and understand the feeling of wanting the best for the younger ones so they don’t get misguided or hurt. A rather emotional story for me, I actually cried especially during one of the final scenes. The cinematography was beautiful, heart-wretching and evoked all sorts of feelings within me. (Psst! Jib was wearing the same earings as Nanu lastnight!! )
TULUS~ Sharifah Amani's character, Ariana is a young girl who is literally looking for love in the wrong places in the city with the help of a kind stranger, Taufiq (Pierre Andre!! PHEEEWWITTTT!! ), a young journalist with a struggling tabloid. By depending on the kindness of strangers, does Arianna find the love that she desperately seeks or does she finally sees the one that truly loves her? I don't know, but I think at some scenes she sometimes, err, was kindda trying too hard. Pierre Andre sort of reprises his role from Gol & Gincu, that is the nice quiet boy loving the girl from afar. In the movies they always get the girl in the end. But this doesn’t happen in real life lah. Still, no harm hoping, kan? :D And their love story, kalu xde pon xpe coz it wasn't that 'power'. Maybe the Director just wanna show the 'cinta org muda' but somehow, with the other 4 love stories, this is the weakest. Well, do excuse his slurring S which I found so cute. Hehe! And Jib, sorry to cubit you everytime Amani hugs Taufiq, tindakan refleks pls?
My favourite in the movie was between Rashidi and Rita Rudaini! Ignorance is bliss. Harris (Rashidi Ishak) seems to have it all — a beautiful wife Airin (Rita Rudaini), a beautiful daughter, a beautiful life. Until he wakes up one day to find out that his perfect life is but an illusion. Does he fight for her to stay, or does true love mean letting go of the one you love the most? I cried my eyes out when it comes to their story, this is what I fear the most , to fall out of love and to lose everything. He gave her everything, he knew her for so long, they're like soulmates, everything was perfect but one day, she just didn't feel the same for you. What would you do? I cried the most when Harris was sitting in their bedroom, looking through all the notes and drawing he gave to Airin, then he looked at their bed and flashbacks of her waking up. I'm like, OMG!! My tears just kept on flowing, as he looked over the other room, he saw her. He looked at the dressing table, he saw her. Airin was a part of him but now she found love else where. I was like, apa lagi minah ni nak!? I cried like no ones business. Dan2 plak lagu Anuar Zain "Perpisahan" was the background song. I cried even more. Shidi's acting has improved, better than his last, "Mimpi Moon". He managed to express his emotions being the heartbroken husband and such a loving father. Heartbroken..I cried like crazy. Bravo Shidee!Overall, CINTA is a feel-good movie that relies on our capability to love to make it work. It did for me, I rather enjoyed it. Personaly, I think it's something different and has brought Malaysian film to the next level.The movie is wholesome, wide-ranging, full with emotions, thought-provoking and very, very "now". To all of you reading this - it's time to revive your faith in Malaysian movies. Yes, especially you urbanites that have long ago given up on Malaysian movies, because of the trauma of Yusof Haslam or Prof.Razak movies.
On a Malaysian movie scale - I'd give this a 8.5 out of 10. =)
P/S: Damn! This is one long entry~ Review gell! Haha!!
Thursday, December 07, 2006
** SOLD OUT~ **
This is crazy!
My original plan was to tumpang Abg Riz back to KB for Hari Raya Haji + New Year, since he's going back to take his kids. As for Abg Ril, he's going back to his in-laws in Rembau for Aidiladha celebration. In this week, everything's changed! Suddenly my dear friend, Asni, sent me a msg, telling me that she's getting engaged on the 30th of December. I was thrilled, excited, you name it! Talked to Abg Riz about it, then BAMM! He's decided to go back to KB a few days before Christmast and maybe going back to Kuantan on the Aidiladha. I was kindda upset..
Looked for train ticket back to KB on the 29th (unpaid leave for me on the 30th, that's for sure!), all sold out. So during lunch break, I went to Section 17, asked every counter for 29th, all sold out. Even for the extra buses. I was so frustrated! The earliest they got is on the 27th and hello!? Unpaid leave for the 4 farking days!? (Oh, for your info, I used all my annual leave for Aidilfitri break the other day..huhuh!) Then I asked myself, the day I bought Jib's tix to Alor Setar, why didn't I get my tix back to KB?? I DIDN'T KNOW THE PLAN CHANGED!! Dammit! I felt like hitting myself in the head for being such a dumbass! But it wasn't planned pon?? I mean, now that Asni's majlis, I have to get back. Kalu x, surely man2 abes. Asked my collegemate, Lin if her car has a spot for me, nope! Fulled with 5 people in that car! Next alternative was Airasia and damn they're all expensive! As expensive as our tix to Sabah! I felt so down. Why is this happening to me? The day my friend getting enganged, the day everyone's going back to their hometown, the day Aidiladha in KB such a happening event and I'm stuck here, no where to go. Even brothers are going back to their in-laws. Which makes me even miserable. Dah la gonna miss Asni's special day, and I'm gonna be so alone here. Could this be any worst?! Mom said Uncle Shid maybe driving back to KB. I'll try ask him or Jija or Uncle Jak or Iz, if they're driving back to KB might else I just hop in! *Fingers crossed*
Because I felt so bummed coz of those freaking sold-out tickets back to KB, I bought myself another new sandals. This is bad! I'm spending money on shoes everytime I feel bad or sad, stress or even happy!? I know it's such a bad addiction (but it's way better than stuffing food down my throat right?!) but I can't help it. I felt better after trying them and simply buying them. But why am I still wearing this freaking worn-out sandals?? Maybe I'm not the type that easy to let go? Or I'm just plain loyal? These hidious sandals been with me thru thick and thin, sunshine and rain..I dunno. Now, I'm gonna spend my Raya hols alone, with my shoes?! Dang! Maybe I'm thinking all those crap because I don't have tix to go back to KB to attend Asni's engangement kenduri and raya!
This is so sad..
Wednesday, December 06, 2006
** 9600~ **
".. Ada cerita tentang aku dan dia
Dan kita bersama saat dulu kala
Ada cerita tentang masa yang indah
Saat kita berduka saat kita tertawa.."
Dan kita bersama saat dulu kala
Ada cerita tentang masa yang indah
Saat kita berduka saat kita tertawa.."
Happy 11th birthday, TKC9600!
May our 11 years of bond grow stronger than ever! Sayang kamu2!
Known you guys since the day I hit puberty. We've grown up together in Bukit Merbah for the whole 5 years, gone thru the "OMG! Nick Carter is so cute!" phase, gone thru with Vekrah +Bawang all other wardens together, been together for the 'trolley-race' in the middle of the night and also the 'paralympic race' in the library, gone thru mkn nasi kawah together (yet, we didn't get skinny ok?!), gone thru gruesome days of JOGGING and sports, enjoyed ourselves during our glorious years of English Drama, got some good education with Mr.Gui and other cool teachers, learnt that calculators are just calculators, not handphones..Learnt that we don't have to fight over some 'starters', learnt that wahi is actually a cheaper version of milo..(and the list continues..)
At times we may hate each others' guts but at the same time, we couldn't live without one another. Sometimes, we're more like sisters rather than friends. These are the people who meant a lot to me, shared all the wonderful and not so nice experiences, these are the people who accepts me for who I am, these are the people I know I can rely on, and these are the people I want to keep till the end of time. Thank God for crossing our paths, babes..
Fozz, Nadz, Jibby, Natta, Kuza, Nanayau, Azera, Idya, Atie, Fizzy, Marr, Jasara, Firah, Aliza, Aboon, Xambi, Asni, Zack, Mizot, Dekin, Faire, Nisah and all TKC9600..hope we'll be friends til we're old but still hot mamas, til our boobs droop and touches the floor..jgn meniarap pls?! Hahaha!! Omg! That's totally not a good view! Hope that we'll be friends and our children will be close friends, dalam erti lain, hope we'll be friends for eternity.Just sayang you guys!
Today's just not my day (again..)
I got bad news regarding that fucking Procurement Manager, what he's been telling about me. It just pissed me off! I wouldn't want to get into trouble or anything but he's been such a shit! My sister-in-law suggested I go to the HR and explain my side of the story etc but I don't think I'm gonna do that. I don't have to explain anything, I didn't do anything wrong and I did my job, besides, I got a month to go. Why bother? If I didn't do the job, I'm the one should be embarassed and couldn't look at him but it's the other way round. If I didn't do what he requested, then why he couldn't look me in the eye everytime we saw each other. I guess someone just telling some lies..bloody shit!
I was in such a bad mood but a phone call from Jibby surely cheered me up. She didn't know I wasn't in the mood but with that simple question, it just cracked me up. Jibby, kau kira ngn Natta si jari kontot, mmg la sampai sepuluh je..Hehehe..I don't know what would I do without my girlfriends..
Gonna catch CINTA again this Friday with the girls. I've watched it last Sunday with Idya, we were desprately bored and needed some entertainment. Got to be honest here, I cried. I'll give my review on that movie after the 2nd time ok? Stay tune for that! =)
Monday, December 04, 2006
** TIME'S UP?~ **
It's been a very long weekend for me.
Went to K.Mona's wedding reception in Putrajaya on Saturday night and other relative's in Taman Tun on the next day. At K.Mona's I got to meet all of my uncles and aunties (Dad's side,which dah lama gell x jumpe..) Ayah Long looked so charming and smart with his bronze coloured baju melayu (he's like 69 but he's so..umph! Reminds me of Sultan Azlan Shah doww~) It was supposed to be nice and cosy, you know, like big family reunion or something. Damn, I was wrong.
I was the target with all those "Bile lagi?" questions. I know this is a wedding but hey, let's just focus on the newlywed couple, instead of aiming for the next. I just didn't want to get into the limelight yet! I was tortured throughout the reception. One aunty, who I barely know even asked me, "Mana suami?". I smiled politely and just remind them that I'm not yet married, but down inside, the humiliation was eating me alive! Wadefak?? What's wrong with them? Or was it me who has the problem? Just tell me, at the age, mmg dah kena kawin ke? I don't think so. When the time is right, the time has come, you'll get married. But my time hasn't come, why the rush? They think that I don't want to commit or something, but hey! I'm only 23! When I said that I'm not attached yet, they'll looked at me with those pity eyes, like, "Oh poor you..you're gonna be an old maid. You're gonna be alone and live with 20 cats.." I felt that sympathy vibe each time I told them that I'm not ready or I'm still single, and honestly it's not a nice feeling. Once one of the kiasu relative just said that at my age, she already got 2 children. What?? Well good for you! Your time came and you got married..or in other words, you're just one GATAL lady?? Hahaha!!
I love weddings, where you can see two people in love, get married, gonna be with each other forever as husband and wife, two families become one. It's such a beautiful thing, with the songket, pelamin, hantaran deco etc. But not for the single 20ish people! Weddings is where the kiasu relatives will be like vultures, aiming for the weakest (I mean, single) of the pack, asking you all the freaking questions like "Bile lagi??" or "Datang sorang ke berdua?" or "Jangan lambat2 sangat. Kita ni org perempuan.." Sheesh~
My principle is simple: When you find your other half, the person you wanna spend your whole life with, the person you wanna grow old with, accepts each others flaws and when the time has come, eventually you'll get married. There's someone for everyone. It's all about jodoh and it's all in God's hand. Simple as that.
Until I find my other half, I guess I have to 'hire' a guy to attend whatever occasion with me, just to shut their mouth huh?
Due to all the stress and pressures, I bought myself a new pair of sandals and I felt so much better. Talk about retail theraphy..Haha!
Due to all the stress and pressures, I bought myself a new pair of sandals and I felt so much better. Talk about retail theraphy..Haha!